#Have some angst

[aetherixs]

I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE

[writeroffantasy03]

Me finishing a WIP? It’s more likely than you think.

After completing this, I have lots more respect for those artists who upload comic chapters every week.

Anyway, this scene has been stuck in my head and I immediately started it right after the episode it’s in but then procrastinated BUT THEN decided to finish it after the latest turn of events in the campaign.

[lorehappy83]

"Do what you must, Angel. I don't think you can do the wrong thing"

[theatre-apocalypse]

The millionth end was vanity, I thought I saw you smile at me.

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Some self-aware timeloop Emma!

[gaytedlasso]

there’s never enough time.

~

3rd anniversary of canon destiel

Nov 5, 2020

[somewhere-in-wales]

You know what I was just thinking about? That feeling when you fall hard for someone you can't have.

And every time you see them your heart jumps. You drop EVERYTHING for a chance to spend time with them. Hearing from them lights you up, and your life can be divided between the time you get to spend with them and the time spent waiting to be with them again.

That agonising, heartbreaking, soul-crushing feeling of having fallen so deep that you can't see a way out, and you don't even want to.

Now imagine that going on for hundreds of years.

And then, when it finally looks like there might be a way out, together, it gets ripped away.

I was just thinking about that.

[hopelesslysleepy]

"It's a bit different when it's someone you know."

Sometimes I think about this line of Crowley's from the Edinburgh minisode "I Know Where I'm Going" and picture Aziraphale watching the Fall and finding Crowley's face among those about to be eternally damned.

[whatsfourteenupto]

I know we all laugh at Fourteen and Donna screwballing the universe and then immediately tapping out of the storyline in favor of oops-not-vegan casseroles in the backyard but

What was Fourteen up to during the Devil’s Chord? What were any of the previous Doctors up to? We saw with Mavity that they’re at least somewhat aware of changes in the time stream. Did Maestro change things so dramatically that the Doctor had never fallen in love with Earth in the first place? Or did Fourteen blink and open his eyes to find the Earth he knew, the one they’d been slowly learning to live and rest in day by day, gone? Changed irrevocably, Donna, Rose, YazRoryAmyWilfGrahamBillRoseallofthem maybe never even born? Blink again and they’re all back, unaware that it’s even happened? The panic that could have brought, as he realizes that they’ve surrendered the mantle to his new self, and trusted themselves to keep the universe spinning, but now that means he’s helpless. If their future self fucks up, they’re irrevocably screwed too. No way to find out what’s going on, nothing they can do, their entire timeline relying on a version of them they barely know.

Alternatively, Fourteen blinking, seeing London in flames, finding a nice hunk of broken concrete to sit down on, and sighing impatiently as they wait for himself to hurry up and fucking fix it so they can finish beating Rose at Uno

[ebongawk]

"They had lost.

Oh, Christ.  They had lost.   He’d killed himself for nothing, for fucking bullshit, just to––

Just to be sent back.

Just to warn everyone."

every star in the sky (is taking aim) a hellcheer time travel AU by makeshiftcandy ch 1/? | rated E

read on ao3

[sweetbunpura]

I'm sorry, Little One...

Based on this post

Since dragon eggs need magic to hatch, Malleus is glad to help his child grow, so he pours as much magic as he can into it. He and his beloved had a wonderful and beautiful child... only they were magicless. The magic Malleus poured into the egg had backfired on the young fae entirely. Instead of helping them grow, it had made them sick. Malleus and Yuu couldn't hide the magicless fae from the council forever, they had found out and the parents were forced to hide the child.

Maleanora, named after Malleus' mother but Yuu added the "a" at the end of her name, was put under Lilia's protection as the older fae had finally settled down somewhere for his retirement. Lilia wasn't expecting to raise another kid, but she was his grandchild and the nocturne fae would do anything for her. Meleanora was constantly sick, always in need of some medication as she basically struggled to even stay alive.

She longed to join her parents in Briar Valley, but Yuu and Malleus had explained to her that going back to the castle would spell her death. So, she remained with her grandpa, staring out at the woods around her as she waited for her two older brothers to join her.

Although, Leona never wanted kids, when Yuu had told him that they were pregnant, he faintly thought he would be given a chance to show their child the love he never had. Their child, Shabaha, was born magicless... Her fur was gray, not the beautiful brown of Leona's, and her "mane" was equally gray. While the council had seen Shabaha's birth has a bad omen, she was raised with as much love Yuu and Leona could give her.

She was more fragile than the other beastmen her age, meaning she couldn't play with Kamali and Kimi (Cheka's kids) for long. Her hearing wasn't as good either, having to have her name said several times before she answered. Her nose couldn't pick up on scents like her father's. She was frequently sent away whenever the council visited the castle to her Uncle Ruggie's. She never knew what went on the room, but she could tell it was never good.

For now, she spends her limited youth with her family.

The moment Azul and Yuu's son was born, they both knew something was wrong. Cobalt couldn't transform and any manner of a potion, breathing or transforming, always hurt his body. Without the ability to transform like his father, they were forced to live on land. Cobalt would never be able to see the beautiful and dangerous world his father was from.

He couldn't handle the winter months like his father could, lacking the cold resistance that came from the Coral Sea. He was a terrible swimmer as well, being unable to even float on the water. Cobalt got migraines frequently and at points, it made it impossible to even leave the house on some days.

Azul and Yuu worry for his health as it starts its slow decline.

Jade figured something was off before Yuu did. Yule had breathing problems and she couldn't transform like her father. She slept often as simple tasks wore her out. Yule lacked the sharp teeth Jade had and his sharp eyesight. They also lived on land, but close to the ocean.

Yule could swim, but not for very long, and often than not had to be ferried on her father's back. Yule wasn't as cold resistance as Jade, the cold air and weather frequently took what limited amount of breath she had away. During those same winter months, Yule slept more and longer.

Jade and Yuu knew Yule wouldn't live long.

Floyd and Yuu didn't know something was wrong with Jasper, until later on in the child's life. Jasper was blind, and while that would be fine (eels have limited eyesight but could still navigate while blind), he couldn't transform. Floyd couldn't teach him how to use echolocation. The transformation and breathing potions never worked on Jasper, causing the family to be locked to land. Jasper didn't have the sharp teeth gifted to the Leech family and had a very hard time speaking.

Jasper hated the water, there was no way to tell where he was in the ocean, even if he clung onto Floyd. He hated the cold as well and sits in front of the fireplace as he plays with his toys with a blanket around his shoulders. Sadly, during the winter, Jasper has a hard time eating...

Floyd's been surrounded by death his whole life and he can tell when someone's nearing it.

[highdefinitions]

when dew first changed from water to fire, he cut his hair. left it all over the bathroom for days until he finally let mountain into his room to check on him. mountain cleaned it up silently, behind a closed door and choked sobs.

and by the time he actually even goes down near the lake again, his hair had just grown down past his jaw. he didn't go swimming again until it was nearly past his shoulders.

the first time dew went swimming again, he nearly drowned. it had been months by then after his transition into a fire ghoul, and he hadn't been able to sleep—burdened by the urge to go down to the water. so he does. he gets up out of bed and wanders the halls, pausing just outside of the new water ghoul's room. he almost knocked, almost asked rain to come with him, but he stopped himself, and went alone. he went down to the lake alone, and stood at the end of the dock, and then closed his eyes and jumped in.

he failed to consider that he wasn't going to be as good as he used to be in the water. he couldn't hold his breath for as long, couldn't go as deep as he wanted to, and it nearly cost him his life. because he tried. he tried to swim down to the bottom and just be, to quiet the noise in his head, to stamp out the draw to the water that was no longer his. he couldn't hold his breath for as long as he used to, couldn't handle the pressure—couldn't even make it more than halfway to the bottom. he couldn't swim to the surface as fast as he used to be able to.

so his muscles screamed from the strain. his ears popped, eyes felt like they were going to explode. his lungs burned. for one feeble moment, he felt like he was actually going to die, that he'd never make it to the top and the one thing that had previously made him was going to kill him.

but then he broke the surface, swam to shore. he dragged himself up onto the sand, soaking wet and shivering. he drew his knees up to his chest, let his head hang between them.

and he cried for everything he just lost.

[its-elsy]

Some mistakes were made

[erosjournal]

thinking abt the au i made where before jason dies, juno offers him immortality and he offers so he can stay alive with leo and piper.

but leo cries, knowing he’ll die and jason won’t. how jason’ll live forever, and he’ll never see him again after death.

[sourtomatola]

Two jobs, for two bots.

This is for the Midsummer nightmare's boys! I had to draw this after that dream sequence ^^

[slaughtergutz]

you're still a dad when they're gone

[gummy-sharks666]

Hmmmm here have some Aires seeing Jesse for the first time under hypnosis since he was able to escape Gundalia and join the castle knights. They got separated right after Jesse got zapped. How conflicting it must feel to see your lover is still alive, but he’s just a husk essentially….